You reported you have not gotten help with using alcohol or drugs because you do not have the energy. Not having the energy can come from being too stressed or even depressed. Often drug or alcohol use drains your energy or makes you ill. Your health and well-being should certainly be a priority as it is hard to be a good parent if you are using alcohol or drugs. A good place to start finding help that works for you may be asking your doctor or your child's doctor for referrals. Also check out http://www.samhsa.gov/treatment/ to begin finding help in your community.
